A Story of Learning to Assert Myself

Posted On: May 3, 2022

A Story of Learning to Assert MyselfYears ago, when my office was at Purvis Street, a popular restaurant opened downstairs and a line would form infront of the only entrance up to my office blocking it every night.
I started having clients walk right past the entrance not being unable to find my unit number, resulting in me spending more wasted time waiting around. At times, my clients would be triggered (coming up in a bad mood and I would be the recipient of it) because they were already feeling emotionally vulnerable and needing to push past the crowd.
Whenever I saw people blocking the entrance, I would try to tell the restaurant staff present that they needed to make sure the line didn’t block the entrance. They didn’t care. I would feel extremely helpless and angry as this happened nightly and I felt I failed to protect my clients.
One night, I decided I needed to escalate this rather than continue being passive aggressive or aggressive about the situation. By then I had been suffering for close to a year about this situation. I wrote into the restaurant through their Facebook account about what has been happening, and how it has resulted in utter misery for me.
I received a quick response. The owners hadn’t known there were offices upstairs. They didn’t know about my efforts to talk to their staff, were apologetic, and said they would implement changes and implement a queue system within the next few days – and they did.
The wait staff probably didn’t care because it’s just a job for them. And I never once told anybody about my practice upstairs until that Facebook message. I suffered for so many months about the situation when all I needed to do was get in touch with the right people who could make a difference.
Back then, it was still hard for me to differentiate between passive aggressive, assertive, and aggressive. I was going about it all wrong, and this was one of the first times of me practising to speak up and then find the confidence to assert myself.
Learning to speak up is like training a muscle. People who know me think it has always been easy for me. Contrary to it, I have struggled as I learned how to speak up and assert myself… and self-soothe as I did so because it’s part of growing ourselves.
I understand how challenging it can be for some people especially if the subject matter is sex, but it’s really important that we learn how. Get the support and practice you need. It’s really easier than you think, and change is possible.
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About Dr. Martha Tara Lee

Surrounded by friends who were sexually inhibited and struck by dire lack of positive conversations around sex and sexuality in Singapore, Dr. Martha Tara Lee set out to make a positive difference in embarking on her doctorate in human sexuality before launching Eros Coaching in 2009. Today, she remains dedicated to working with individuals and couples who wish to lead self-actualised and pleasure-filled lives.

She also holds certificates in counselling, coaching and sex therapy, and her fourth degree – a Masters in Counselling in May 2018. In practice for more than 12 years, she is the only certified sexuality educator and certified sexuality educator supervisor by the American Association of Sexuality Educators, Counselors and Therapists (AASECT) in Singapore.

Often cited in the media, Dr. Lee is the appointed Resident Sexologist for PinkLifestyle.com; as well as Clinical Sexologist for Singapore Cancer Society. She was recognised as one of ‘Top 50 Inspiring Women Under 40′ by Her World in July 2010, and one of ‘Top 100 Inspiring Women’ by CozyCot in March 2011. She has published four books: Love, Sex and Everything In-BetweenOrgasmic YogaFrom Princess to Queen and {Un}Inhibited.

Martha works with individuals and couples in private coaching sessions, and conducts her own workshops. She takes prides in making sure all her workshops are also fun, educational, and sex-positive. This comes easily to her because even though she is extremely dedicated and serious about her work, she fundamentally believes that sex is meant to be fun, wonderful, amazing and sacred. As such, this serious light-heartedness has shone through again and again. For her full profile, click here. Email her here.

         
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